Day #132 - Time to wise up!

I just can't blog. I feel sick and I am so tired. I have sat up during several nights trying to catch the person messing with my van and the wear is beginning to take its' toll. My neck and back are seized with a creak and I am going to the toilet far more frequently than I would like. My appetite is gone and I just feel so tired. I am going to try to sleep but it is difficult. I will write more when I get to feel better but at the moment I feel awful. I have been told  that time spent on recon is time seldom wasted yet I feel that I am solidly wasting my time. I feel like an idiot and I expect that I have earned that feeling. I just want to get all of this finished. I just want to be well again. It might be time to wise up.